Throwing away

Throwing away

Years of our lives

Never fixing

Never thinking

Just wanting to get away

For months

That’s what I thought was best for you

But I know now 

That's not what I want

For years

You have been my everything

Now you think

I’ll run off with some fling?

No one can or will ever replace you

I have given my heart to you

Even though my body

Might’ve been with someone else

But all that counts are the thoughts, right?

I don’t know

Maybe our actions weigh more

They say “people make mistakes”

And they sure do

But mistakes so big

That I can’t even see what’s right anymore?

My brain tells me one thing

My heart something else

Your heart tells you one thing

Your brain something else

I hurt you so bad

And still I think

That I can fix it

We can fix it

But I know

You don’t look at me like you did before

And still

I can’t stop

I can’t stop

Myself from wanting

You